Release me!
The secret is: letting go and be patience.

Solution

The right doctor will help you to escape from the disease depression. Depression is like an octopus, which wants to pull you down. He holds you tight. He crushes you almost. He takes away the air you breathe. He obscures your view. Nobody can help you, if you hold the depression (the octopus). In your situation, you can not liberate yourself. So loose the grip and get medical care.

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